Monday, May 29, 2006
Happy birthday Sarah !!!
love you xx
Al
love you xx
Al
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Primary Education.
stand up
count
subtract
recite.
speak
listen
behave
repeat.
learn
repent
confess
sleep.
begin
finish
shut up
complete.
stand up
count
subtract
recite.
speak
listen
behave
repeat.
learn
repent
confess
sleep.
begin
finish
shut up
complete.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
hold her and hug her.
hug the life out of her.
big bear hugs;
desperate gasps for affection.
what would i do without her;
i would have less fun.
i would be far less happy,
less satisfied,
less content.
i would be less entertained,
less confused, less loved.
and that would not be good.
im glad i have her
to hug and to hold
and to hold and to hug,
to be my best friend
and to share this love.
hug the life out of her.
big bear hugs;
desperate gasps for affection.
what would i do without her;
i would have less fun.
i would be far less happy,
less satisfied,
less content.
i would be less entertained,
less confused, less loved.
and that would not be good.
im glad i have her
to hug and to hold
and to hold and to hug,
to be my best friend
and to share this love.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
The distance between one person and another is relitive to the person messuring the distance.
person A might look at person B and person C. A might think, hey i know B quite well and B seems quite close to C. C might feel very close to B yet perhaps B doesnt feel very close to C at all and once A finds out that B and C are not as close as A had thought, maybe A starts to question how close A every really was to B or even to C for that matter.
In the end A,B and C are all miles apart, further than imaginable, and the distance between them will only ever increase, due to the fact that the universe is always expanding and so everything is getting further and further apart. it is therefore increasingly difficult to stay close to someone.
The future is a lonely place.
person A might look at person B and person C. A might think, hey i know B quite well and B seems quite close to C. C might feel very close to B yet perhaps B doesnt feel very close to C at all and once A finds out that B and C are not as close as A had thought, maybe A starts to question how close A every really was to B or even to C for that matter.
In the end A,B and C are all miles apart, further than imaginable, and the distance between them will only ever increase, due to the fact that the universe is always expanding and so everything is getting further and further apart. it is therefore increasingly difficult to stay close to someone.
The future is a lonely place.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
i holds a birthday balloon
in pajama cartoons,
the sun shows its face
around noon.
can you kiss it all better ?
could you kiss me back to health ?
she holds the weight of the world
and cant remember what she felt.
no money, my nose is runny
get his best clothes its sunday.
see, hes wasting away.
did you feed him today
his skin looks very grey.
maybe he should stay.
he is pastey and pail
his glossy eyes look frail
his breadth smells stail
he is just not well.
i stay indoors,
running cars on the floors
rubbing tounge on the gumbs
she says, "stop at those sores".
im bored. im so bored.
in pajama cartoons,
the sun shows its face
around noon.
can you kiss it all better ?
could you kiss me back to health ?
she holds the weight of the world
and cant remember what she felt.
no money, my nose is runny
get his best clothes its sunday.
see, hes wasting away.
did you feed him today
his skin looks very grey.
maybe he should stay.
he is pastey and pail
his glossy eyes look frail
his breadth smells stail
he is just not well.
i stay indoors,
running cars on the floors
rubbing tounge on the gumbs
she says, "stop at those sores".
im bored. im so bored.
going down to lonesome town.. boneys birthday.
i look around the room. ciarans kitchen. eoin is finishing his dinner standing up, leaning against the cooker, plate of stir fry in hand. glen, laura, chris, mark, sarah, daragh, ej, grainne and bones sit around at the table. I lean against the phone table just inside the door and take it all in. neil, more often than not - the most entertaining of the group, is at the other end of the room telling the story of how he hit the guy that tried to mug him. everyone is listening. laura had brought up the subject by mentioning daragh's nose {he was punched in the face by louts the other day}. i watch these people, my friends. talking and talking. this is the first time in a long time that i have listened to any of them. i always hear them but it is rare these days that any of us listen to each other. and to listen to all of them, it is truely a sence of self realisation that i am confronted by. these people, of all the people, are the ones i choose to spend time with. these people reflect, in part at least, who i am or how i precieve myself. i am overwhelmingly dissapointed and they must feel the same when they listen to me. i, more than any of them, talk the most and make the least sence.
i think some changes need to be made. a bit of readjustment.
i look around the room. ciarans kitchen. eoin is finishing his dinner standing up, leaning against the cooker, plate of stir fry in hand. glen, laura, chris, mark, sarah, daragh, ej, grainne and bones sit around at the table. I lean against the phone table just inside the door and take it all in. neil, more often than not - the most entertaining of the group, is at the other end of the room telling the story of how he hit the guy that tried to mug him. everyone is listening. laura had brought up the subject by mentioning daragh's nose {he was punched in the face by louts the other day}. i watch these people, my friends. talking and talking. this is the first time in a long time that i have listened to any of them. i always hear them but it is rare these days that any of us listen to each other. and to listen to all of them, it is truely a sence of self realisation that i am confronted by. these people, of all the people, are the ones i choose to spend time with. these people reflect, in part at least, who i am or how i precieve myself. i am overwhelmingly dissapointed and they must feel the same when they listen to me. i, more than any of them, talk the most and make the least sence.
i think some changes need to be made. a bit of readjustment.
